Today I woke up with a case of “I don’t want to.” I’m hosting a party next weekend and I have some cleaning that needs to get done, things to be baked, decisions to be made. Work wise I have some stitch markers to list, a sample to finish crocheting. You know… I have things to do.
But I don’t want to do any of that today. It’s chilly outside and I feel like a lump. I have energy. It just doesn’t want to focus on things I have to do. Not a single little bit. Heck even now, my mind is wandering all over the place.
So now I have a problem. Do I force myself to work through the things I have to do at the risk of doing a crappy job at them or do I just chill? I have a nagging worry that this is an indication of what December will look like for me.
My hands feel like they are vibrating, and I’m pretty sure that they have some inflammation going on given that I also feel like I have sausages for fingers at the moment. Will that become my excuse? I really dislike having the “I don’t want tos” or is that “to’s”?
What do you do when you get a case of the “I don’t want to”?